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2008-10-02T00:38:00.001+08:00

new blog!!! changed to www.begmeforthebloglink.blogspot.com :)

BIRTHDAY!!! (:

2008-09-02T22:51:00.003+08:00

YAY!!! i had a really great time with my dear today!!! my dear was surprising me the whole of today:D met her, mara and her friend to go for the interview to work as a waiter for F1. we got in immediately. haha. gonna have a briefing or something next week yup. i cant wait to be involved in F1!!! thanks joycelyn! (: after the interview..dear and i went to cathay for our favourite sushi(: went to watch wall e after shopping ard ps. the show is nice!!! very cute. although very few words said. HAHA. after the movie..the surprise started(: which was where dear was bringing me for dinner. we got off the bus at bugis..then walked towards bugis junction..until dear brought me to this japanese western restaurant called Ma Maison. the ambience is REALLY REALLY VERY NICE!!! will post pictures yup. the food and price there is not bad as well!!! worth the money(: will be going to KL for the next 3 days. study trip with my classmates and course ppl.

i really want to thank you so so much for everything you have done for my birthday. i really appreciate everything you have done for me. if not for you..my 20th birthday wouldnt have been so special(: thank you for the crumpler bag and the many surprises. i love you. your birthday is coming. i cant wait! (:

happy 20th(:

2008-09-02T00:25:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! (:

got the biggest shock in my life when dear gave me my birthday present today when i met her for dinner. she bought me a crumpler bag!!! omgosh. really really very shocked! looking forward to spending my first birthday with you later! :D

2008-08-07T20:47:00.003+08:00

POLY 50!!! had poly 50 yesterday. it was a really enjoyable run this year. felt that this yr's run was faster than the last 2 years. haha. really felt a sense of accomplishment after the run and till today(: feel really proud of the team. kelvin, weien, chongyan, hwee sheng, ivan, yu qin, jane, joycelyn and peihua. i really want to thank you all for making this poly 50 really special for me. thank you all for taking time off ur busy schedules to train and run. im really very proud of you all. i know u all were vomitting, resting your legs coz of the sprains and muscle cramps, i could feel that you all put in your best. we didnt finish 1st, 2nd or 3rd, but like what cy said on his blog..medals arent important. the principal was surprisingly supportive to all of us. kept cheering the runners during the run. it was really nice to see that. the cscc helpers for helping us also during the runs. thank you. most importantly of all. i really want to thank my team for making this so memorable.(:

2008-08-05T20:46:00.004+08:00

NATIONAL DAY PREVIEW ON 2 AUG!!! :D

a picture says a thousand words. so i should just let the pictures do the talking. and then im back to doing my work and projects:)

i really enjoyed myself that day with you. im really looking forward to spending many more of these days with you for the rest of my life:) i love you.

2008-07-28T22:46:00.002+08:00

went to do this personaility test kelvin told me about. i think its quite true. hahaha..feeling really lazy to do anything these few days. i dont know why. term test time table is out. 1st paper is on 11 aug. really need to be pushed to study for it all. poly 50 is coming!!! 6th aug. just went running with kelvin today. omgosh. my 2.4 timing now really sucks. really bad. i need to get fit again like before. im a fat ass. haha..

2008-06-30T09:32:00.000+08:00

class is quite boring now. not doing much. no mood. haha..quite lazy. mst week finished on friday. all the papers seemed quite ok. haha..hope i can do well. on friday went to watch dont mess with the zohan with dear:) its VERY FUNNY!!! should watch if u got the chance. haha..:) decided to back out of the fashion show. if its meant to be then there will be another chance in future:) went to the flyer that night. didnt take the ride. but went there to eat popeyes. the place there is super pack. would rather go to airport to eat. more quiet also. but the chicken is NICE:) walked around the place before going off.

yesterday accompanied dear to little india to have her eye brows trimmed. looking at the indian woman do it on her was quite cool. seems painful though. haha..but it needs lots of skill to be able to do that with only thread as her tool. went to the comic and toys convention after that. bought archie comics. 3 for $1. CHEAP! haha..after that went to walk around before going merlion:D

poly 50 is coming soon. 16 july. gotta start running already!

2008-06-13T18:28:00.003+08:00

it has been quite a busy month this month. been going to nus to do my fyp on the passing ability of self compacting concrete. self compacting concrete is concrete which does not require compaction to be done. have also been training for poly 50. although i just found out yesterday that it is being pushed back to 6 aug instead of 16 july. haha..at least im exercising alrd. hahaha..hope i can do it consistently:) having no mood to study for the mst which is in 2 weeks time. did my best to study just now..shall continue studying tmr:) its the final yr alrd..i really hope i can do my best and get my target of at least 3.4 then hope i can go to uni with in. really want to study architecture in uni if i can go there. :) but i gotta do well in poly first no matter what.

celebrated daphne's birthday yesterday at pizza hut in suntec. finally decided on that place after walking from marina to milennia walk and to suntec. weien, wilson, yanmei, jane, huisan, kel, ee lin and i were there to celebrate it for her. after dinner when to meet dear to send her home coz she was working at the pc show for her brother's company, canon, selling warranty for camera's.

celebrated our 7th month together on wed. the past 7 months have been really memorable. i really treasure every moment together with YOU. :) words can never express how i feel..thats where i make it up in the actions i do for you. im really looking forward to our future together. no matter what is in store for us..i know we will go through it together with each other in our arms:) i love you.

2008-05-11T23:55:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 6TH MONTH MY DEAR!!! :)

maybe i should just let the pictures do the talking. :)

i just want you to know that i have treasured every moment spent with you, and im really excited to find out what our future has in store for us. im really glad i can walk this path together with you. the last six months has been a really great time for me. it has been great to have you in my life, you are a part of me. without you in my life..i really dont know what will happen.

I love you. :)

2008-03-26T22:37:00.005+08:00

CHRISTMAS EVE AT ELDRIC'S PLACE :)

CSCC DAY 0708 - CLASSIVIA :)

MANAGEMENT COMMITTEE 0708
YEAR 2s

been really lazy to blog. nothing much really happened. ITP has been taking up alot of time. the last 3 days i had mc. coz i had gotten sore eyes. was quite shocked when the doctor gave me 3 days mc. hahaha. going back to work tmr. feels so nice when you get mc while your working. haha..got time to rest. haha..FO camp starts this fri. prep camp is now. i hope my dear is doing fine. she's going thru what i went thru last yr as a GL now. hope she have lots of fun during prep camp:) think i shall just post pictures. some from very long ago..some recently. haha..:)

2008-03-11T10:33:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 4 MONTHS MY DEAR!!!

I LOVE YOU! (:

2008-02-19T14:42:00.001+08:00

Jonas Brothers - When You Look Me In The Eye

If the heart is always searchin’

Can you ever find a home

I've been lookin’ for that someone

I'll never make it on my own

Dreams can't take the place of lovin’ you

There's got to be a million reasons why it’s true

CHORUS

When you look me in the eyes

Tell me that you love me

Everything’s alright

When you're right here by my side

When you look me I the eyes

I catch a glimpse of heaven

I find my paradise

When you look me in the eyes

How long will I be waiting to be with you again

I'm gonna tell you that I love you in the best way that I can

I can't take a day without you here

You’re the light that makes my darkness disappear

CHORUS

More and more I start to realize

I can reach my tomorrow I can hold my head up high

And it’s all because you're by my side

CHORUS

When I hold you in my arms

I know that it’s forever

I just gotta let you know

I never wanna let you go

CHORUS

2008-02-15T20:51:00.003+08:00

havent blogged for a long time. now having ITP also..but yesterday finally managed to meet my dear yuping to celebrate valentines day. i shall just let the pictures do the talking:)

brought dear for dinner at menotti at raffles city after my work:) the food was great!

before this day..i had only wished that you would like what i planned and was really looking forward to meet you again after so long of not meeting. i was really glad the day ended on a really sweet note where i watched the video you made before i slept. i was really touched. the only thing i want to say is..

I will always love you..forever and ever. :)

2008-01-15T20:33:00.000+08:00

TERM TESTS & EXAMS!!!

argh. i just hate this time of the year..gotta study hard for the term tests and exams. argh! just had geomatics paper today. its so dead. the 50 mark qns dont know how to do. LOL. luckily its not only me..but most of my classmates as well. hahaha..but the rest of the paper seemed quite alright. i hope. hahaha..the nxt paper is on thurs..computer programming..argh! hate it too!!! luckily the second part which is 60% is open book. hahaha..then fri paper is cecon..gotta memorize quite a lot of things. haha..after tt..1 week no paper till fri which is struct analysis..altogether 7 papers..so after struct analysis is transportation engineering, concrete design then engineering maths..

ITP is going to start soon..of all days..11 feb. it just had to be on 11. haiz. of all days. but dont worry. i dont work the whole day yea? :D when tt day comes..an important date is around the corner......still in the process of planning. HAHA!

2008-01-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2ND MONTH!!! :D

im really really sorry i couldnt meet u today coz of the meeting. i just want u to know that these 2 months have been really special to me. if given a choice..i wouldnt exchange it for anything else..thinking back in the last 1 month..we have become stronger and allowed each other to cherish each other even more. i had enjoyed myself a lot..playing badminton together, helping u out at the salvation army, coming over to my place, eating sushi, watching movies CHRISTMAS EVE, NEW YRS EVE and many more..all these times i had really enjoyed myself and always wanted to spend more time with you. i really had a great time on christmas eve and new yrs eve. i had never spent any of these celebration together with my loved one before. so i wanna thank you for making it so so special this year. having you by my side makes me really glad and happy. during this time, ur grandfather also passed away. im really really sorry i couldnt be by your side to comfort you. i promise i will try my best no matter what to accompany you. i really really looking forward to our future where we will spend many many more monthsaries and anniversaries together!

I LOVE YOU! :)

2008-01-01T17:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2008 PEOPLE!! :)

spent a really wonderful time with my yuping last night after a few days without seeing her. we went for dinner at cafe cartel at marina before joining her friends for awhile before going towards to house. spent our countdown together not at any crowed areas..but instead at a playground opposite her house. it was a really really memorable time for me to be able to spent the new yrs eve together with my loved one, the most important person in my life, my wonderful girlfriend, Yuping. :)

2007-12-26T01:35:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! HOHOHO!! :)

the last 2 days have been a really memorable time for me. :)

one of the most memorable days in my life. :)

im really grateful and feel very blessed to spend this christmas with such a wonderful girlfriend who is the most important person in my life. :)

2007-12-21T00:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY DAY!!! :)

spent the whole day today with dear. :) she came over to watch the cinderella story. 1st time watching it although i got the dvd. haha..quite a nice show actually. not bad. :) went to cathay after tt to have our sushi dinner then walked along orchard towards far east. then walked around then sent her home. :) meeting my BB friends tmr for our batch gathering. been awhile since i last met them. miss those times in camp. hahaha..

i really really enjoyed myself today. so so glad tt we could spent today together. looking forward to sat! LOVE YA! :)

2007-12-19T16:44:00.000+08:00

2007-12-17T09:56:00.000+08:00

YAY! the holidays has finally started. but its not going to feel like holidays for me..gotta submit 5 projects and 1 report when school reopens. gosh. should have started doing them earlier. HAHAHA..a little too late alrd i guess.

haha..the track meet has been postponed as well. as it rained SUPER heavily that day. was supposed to run 100m. but marvin and i were warming up at that time..then didnt hear the annocement to report. then when we found out..the 100m ppl were getting ready alrd. gosh. we got super pissed off la. coz they were not even going to run yet. as there was some youth olympics thingy happening. so super pissed of tt time. but then mr soh asked us to run another event. the plootlon or something. i dont know what its called. there was 2 100m runners, 1 200m runner, and 3 400m runners. mr singh, mr soh, 1 guy dont know his name, gian long, jia yuan and i ran. i was the last runner running 400m. gosh. i almost caught up with the guy in front of me. he was lucky he had a big lead over me. haha..got 4th in the end. didnt run the 4X100m and 4X400m coz it was postponed to 2 jan. 1st day of school. gosh. hope it doesnt rain again..

last sat..met up with the gang after so long. :) alas, eld, maine, then stella and alvina also joined us. we went to billy bombers at marina for lunch. not bad the food there..it was actually my first time eating at billy bombers. hahaha..then walked around marina for awhile..then went to look for yuping. :) coz they wanted to meet her. haha..so yea. the first time they meet her. she was in town doing the salvation army bellringer for her CD module coz gotta complete 8hours of CIP. haha..she was there with shermin. haha..soon they left then i accompained the 2 of them coz they had another slot from 7 to 9pm. went to cine to walk walk then went back. acc them till around 745 then went off to my godparents. was kinda forced by them to wear the apron. :( hahaha..but quite cool la actually. hahahaha

2007-12-12T20:41:00.000+08:00

yest went out with dear to celebrate our first month. :) met her after school then went to watch the golden compass at marina. had dinner before that at cafe cartel. went to our favourite place before sending her home. :) i had a really great time yest. really enjoyed myself. the show was quite confusing at the start..but after tt it was quite alright. haha..

dear..this 1 month have been a really great time for me. i have really enjoyed every moment with u. this is the best period of my life so far. nothing else compares to this. i was so happy during the time spent at the rooftop. reminded me of that very special night 1 month ago. the promise of us both holding onto the star came into my mind and the feeling of u lying in my arms looking at the sky put the smile on my face. letting me know how lucky i am to have u in my life. remember i said that i was the happiest person in the world? i still am. :) I LOVE U.

2007-12-11T01:23:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 1ST MONTH MY DEAR!!!

CANT WAIT TO MEET U LATER! :)

forever and ever...11/11/07

2007-12-03T23:19:00.000+08:00

im here to update!!! hahaha..last sunday morning had the standard chartered marathon. was a volunteer so yea. had to meet at padang at 3am!! gosh. haha..then soon got out briefing and adidas t shirts and tags..then headed to our location we were placed at. 6 of us. me, kel, kq, wil, kerwin and cy were at the underpass where usually alot of ppl do break dancing or skating there yup. we were supposed to guide the runners around there.

we were practically saying the same things OVER and OVER again la. hahaha.."STARTING POINT OVER THERE!", "BAG STORAGE OVER THERE!", "TOILETS HERE!" HAHAHA..cool yea? :) after awhile got super tired coz didnt slp the night before. then we soon started to sit at one side and not do anything. waiting for ppl to ask us where to go instead. hahaha..whole thing ended around 1pm. went bugis after that to walk around for awhile with dear. :)

track meet is this wed!! running 3 events. supposed to run 2 only at first..100m and 4X100m relay..but felt like running 4X400m also..then can coz also like not enough ppl so yea. yup. running 3 races on that day. gosh. hope my legs can take it. haha..had trng just now. did a 400m run with gian long. my time was 64s. compared to last yr. i slowed down alrd. i used to be able to do 60s..now? owells. haha..hope i can do wel this wed. SO HAPPY that she'll be coming to watch on wed. :) :) :) i'll be very happy too if we can get a medal for 4X100m relay with marvin, gian long and scott. :)

2007-11-26T23:56:00.000+08:00

MY GIRL DID THIS FOR ME!! :)

YES YES..THIS IS GIRL IS MINE.. :)

2007-11-25T09:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY!! :)

i had a really GREAT time with my dear yuping yesterday. :) met her after captain ball training. only 4 of us came..then didnt have the mood to train anymore..then went off to meet yuping.we watched enchanted!! ITS A VERY NICE SHOW!! must go watch. :)

special starry night :)

2007-11-19T23:16:00.000+08:00

TALENTINE FINALS THIS FRIDAY!! INTERESTED PPL WHO WANTS TO BUY THE TICKETS..PLS COME TOOUR BOOTH AT SB, FC3 DURING LUNCH. $2 ONLY..IT IS WORTH IT!! GOODIE BAGS WITH REFRESHMENTS AND NICE MUSIC TO LISTEN TO. SO HURRY GET UR TICKETS NOW!!! :)

the last few days have been feeling quite lazy to go school for lessons. dont know why. dont really have the motivation to study. but still..i gotta study hard. its a promise i made.

last week. was busy the whole week. had meetings for all 3 coms..MC, welfare and CSCC day..CSCC day on wed..welfare then MC on fri..

CSCC day is going smoothly so far. hope this yr it will be a memorable one to all club ppl. :)

welfare meeting. final welfare event for the yr. picnic at chinese garden. i know this yr welfare isnt as strong as last yr..maybe bcoz we we too strong last yr..tts why the difference is even more obvious? maybe. owells. as long as i know tt i did my best will do. im sure joycelyn and i have put in our best for welfare this yr. although there were times where the sub com made me feel angry and all..i still feel tt the most impt thing is tt they enjoy the meetings and stuff. no point in having meetings strict and all yea? might as well have it relaxed and enjoyable. quite similar to my personaility i feel. haha.. :)

after welfare meeting was MC meeting. haha..time flies so fast. my time in the MC is almost over. haha..it has been really enjoyable and all. although there has been alot of things to do..its better to take it as a learning journey yup. learnt quite alot during my time in the MC. haha..

it kinda feels like an emo entry. hahaha..okok. now for some HAPPY stuff. :)

1 WEEK AND 1 DAY!! HAHAHA.. :) im really abt what happened today dear. i guess its something abt me tt i gotta change. or else it might turn bad in future. i dont know how to describe the feeling whenever im with u..but i want u to know tt u are the most important person in my life. i was so happy when u finally agreed tt night while we were looking into the sky and then caught tt star tt we are both holding onto. always remember..forever and ever yea. i love you. :)

2007-11-12T00:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY!! :)

forever and ever. :)

2007-11-11T11:03:00.000+08:00

okies. mst finished last week. i have a really bad feeling i wont do well this time..:( didnt study as hard..owells. must study hard for the final exams!! i wouldnt want to repeat module man. SO I GOTTA DO WELL!!

yesterday went for the standard chartered marathon helper briefing at national stadium. haha..first time stepping on the track in the stadium. the track is in VERY BAD CONDITION! ahaha..then i suddenly remembered last time sec 4..track nationals..we were so close to almost running there for the 4X100m relay finals. SO CLOSE! we were all hoping tomake it into the finals tt time la. we were so close. so close.

the briefing i felt was quite waste time. ahaha..but found out tt we will be getting a adidas t shirt to wear on tt day..then there will be a 20% discount to buy adidas items and $20 as well. hahaha. if im not wrong its on 3 dec yup. gotta gather at 3am i think. hahaha..usually im asleep at tt time la. hahaha..

after tt went to town to eat. didnt eat lunch yest. then stomach didnt feel well after tt. but nvm la. accompanied yuping to meet her best friends, meiyee, meifang and veronica at wisma..then went home after tt.

gosh. its so lonely to be alone at home. parents and sis went to taiwan with my godmother on friday afternoon and will be back on tues. it feels so weird to have no one at home when im home. man..i miss them. :(

2007-11-02T23:10:00.000+08:00

yes yes. im back. haha..after a long time yup. been really busy la. I HAVE FINALLY FINISHED MY E LEARNING!!! i tell u..i HATE e learning la. cant stand it. dont know why we have e learning. think its a complete waste of time la. owells.

next week is MST!?!?!?! 5 papers..engineering maths, concrete design, computer programming(IM SO DEAD!!!), struct analysis(OH NO!), transportation engineering and gems. i really hope i can concentrate and do well. haha..omgosh. time really flies so FAST! its nov alrd. come on..FLY PAST FASTER!! I WANT END OF SEM TO COME!! :) hehe.

love makes everything so peaceful and sweet..

had a really great time last night.

it seemed like nothing else was happening.

if only every night was like tt. :)

2007-10-17T20:48:00.000+08:00

[On the Outside]

Name: Benjamin Tan HuaQuan

Birth Date: 2 Sept 1988

Current Status: Single but unavailable. (:

Eye Color: Black

Hair Color: Black i think. dont see the colour alrd yup.

Righty or Lefty: Righty

[On the Inside]

Your Heritage: Asian..

Your Fear: Losing my loved ones and dying.

Your Weakness: can be quite timid sometimes?

Your Perfect Pizza : Black pepper chicken

[Yesterday, Today , Tomorrow]

Your First Thought This Morning: can i sleep longer.

Your Last Thought Before Bedtime: has she slept yet?

Your Most Missed Memories: FO camp 06/07.. (:

[Your Pick]

Pepsi or Coke: Coke

McDonalds or Burger King: Macs

Single or Group Dates: single

Adidas or Nike: adidas

Tea or Nestea: Tea

Chocolate or Vanilla: mixed? haha..

Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino.

[Do You...]

Smoke: nope

Curse: sometimes

Take showers: DUH!

Have a crush: I dont think its considered a crush yea? haha..

Think you are in love: YES

Go to school: YES!

Want to get married: YES

Believe in yourself: quite often

Think you are a health freak: sometimes

[In the Past Month]

Drank alcohol: Beer. at krayon's party

Gone to the mall: Yes

Been on stage: is curtain puller considered?

Eaten sushi: Yes

Dyed your hair: No

[Have You Ever...]

Played a stripping game: Nope

Changed who you were to fit in: huh? i dont think so.

[Age]

You are hoping to be married at the age of: 26 or 27

[In a Girl/Guy]

Best Eye Color: black

Best Hair Color: black or brown

Short Hair or Long Hair: No preference

[What Were You Doing]

1 Min Ago: Doing the quiz and listening to songs

1 Hour Ago: On the bus coming home.

4.5 Hours Ago: spending time with her.(:

1 Month Ago: went out to watch no reservations.

1 Year Ago: Schooling

[Finish the Sentence]

I Love: my family and friends and loved one. (:

I Feel: sleepy

I Hate: emo people and arrogant people

I Hide: my anger or sadness from people

I Need: money and reminders to do my assignments and projects and club events.

[Tag five people]

1)Yuping

2)Alastair

3)Moon Kian

4)Joycelyn

5)Jolyn

2007-10-10T22:07:00.000+08:00

long timesince i blogged. hahaha..maybe because im in a good mood? haha..(: decided not to be captain for the track meet for BE. but will be vice captain instead so yea. going to run 4 by 1 again this yr with marvin and gian long. but our last person is still not yet confirmed so yea. slowly find la. coz marvin's friend douglas is injured now so yea. see how la. training is now going to be every tues.

dinner and dance 1st meeting is this coming fri. hope everything will go smoothly. hope i wont leave things till last minute. haha..fo trng tmr for yr 1s. hope they are able to enjoy it as much as we did last yr. time has really passed so fast. 1 yr ago we had fo trng and stuff. gosh. so fast.

had a really great day today. (:

2007-09-20T21:01:00.000+08:00

alright. im here to blog after so long again. haha..had ltc during this time. was games ic. i think i didnt do a good job for the planning and stuff. owells. just gotta learn for it and move on. this 4 weeks of holidays..i think i only had 1 week of it la. which is this week. haha..coz the 3 weeks were busy with ltc so yea. owells. dont wanna talk abt ltc alrd la. this week. monday. went to watch no reservations. it was not bad. quite nice actually so yea. this day. there were some problems which happened with eldric, alastair and me. guessed it was my fault so yea. sorry guys. met them after tt to clear up things at vivo for dinner so yea. then tues went back to school for club cleaning. haha..called the sub coms to help out but they all left halfway through. sigh. dont know whats with the yr 1s this yr man. if only they can all be like my batch..the yr 2 batch. at least there were some which i feel were the better ones stayed to help so yea. nvm la. then yest. stayed home for the first half of the day then went out after tt to vivo with yuping and her friend joacquim. haha..walked around then went home for dinner. realised tt it was if im not wrong..the 1st dinner i had for this holidays. gosh. i shld really arrange my time properly man. when school reopens..im going to be even more busy la. there's talentine, dinner and dance..and also track and field meet la. im having second thoughts for the track meet. coz i have a feeling it might clash with talentine. sigh. i dont know what to do man. shld i give up the captaincy for BE for the track meet? sigh.

2007-09-03T23:23:00.000+08:00

THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (:

had a really nice 19th birthday. (: on the 1st of sept night, celebrated my birthday with alastair, eldric, jolyn, xin ren and othniel. met alas, eld and jo at vivo then went to pick up othniel at outram park. then went to change car coz eld was more comfortable driving the other car instead of the mercedes. coz got his jay chou songs. lol. then headed to the jap restaurant at east coast park. after tt. haha..went to kallang carpark. to DRIVE. hahaha. it was fun la. quite easy actually. ahaha. maybe coz it was an automatic car so yea. haha. we each took turns to drive round a few times and then headed back to eldric's place after awhile before picking xin ren up. then after reaching eld's place. the suddenly turned off the lights and started singing happy birthday and bringing out the cake. was really shocked la. haha but it made me put a smile to my face. it really caught me off guard. coz i was watching tv with jo. haha..they bought the cake from the cheesecake cake. strawberry cheesecake with oreo. then ate the cake and played with the cards and had some drinks. absine. dont know how to spell it la. haha..70% alcohol. gosh. once we opened it. we could smell the alcohol alrd. haha..but ok la. not bad. haha. couldnt stay till late coz dad wanted to pick me up. went home after tt. oh yea. thanks to all who had wished me. (: then for yest. which was the actual day. stayed home for most of the day. had lunch with my parents, grandmother and aunt at home before going out to meet kel and the others for dinner. but met kel earlier to play pool at marina square. haha..super packed. but managed to play. then went to find joann and gwenda coz they were working near by. haha..then met yanmei, huisan, julian, xueli, jian zhong, youwei, shu ting and yu qin for dinner. then after dinner, they surprised me by turning off the light in the room and brought in the cake. haha..kinda similar to the one at eld's place. haha. after tt went to marina square again. then esplanade and merlion.. where i was really surprised by someone who came to find us straight after her work. hahaha..although she told me tt she wasnt coming. haha..was shocked to turn around and see her la. haha..after 5 mins my heart was still beating super fast la. coz i was shocked so yea. haha..(: then walked back to city hall after tt and sent her home coz she was so nice to come after work. haha..overall. i had a really great time spending my 19th birthday. thanks to all. (:

1st celebration at eldric's place

2nd celebration with club friends.thanks for the surprise. it really made my day. (:

2007-08-31T22:45:00.000+08:00

yay! my birthday is coming soon. ahaha..the last few days been really busy. had mc outing and club chalet from 27th to 29t aug at costa sands pasir ris. then also kinda preparing for LTC yup. which is on 12th to 15th sept. then there will be oc prep on 10th and gp prep on 11th. owells. gotta finalise everything soon so yea. the last few days alot of things had happened man. mel went into the hospital coz of her slipped disc. and also..poh long passed away. gosh. didnt go to the wake. couldnt go so yea. sigh. come to think of it. it was kinda fun when he was around coz of his crapps and lame stuff tt he did. was kinda shocked when i first heard abt it so yea. going back to school tmr for meeting. then meeting alas and eld and the others for dinner to celebrate my dinner. haha..then sunday meeting club friends also yup. hope it will be a nice time. (:

2007-08-23T08:43:00.000+08:00

List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:

1) Happiness

2) Great health

3) Good grades

4) Loving family

5) Friends all of the above. (:

Answer the following questions :

1. The person who tag you is?

Joycelyn

2. Your relationship with him/her is?

my "lao po" for fo camp now welfare heads

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?

crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy and CRAZY

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?

er. help me for fo camp and now welfare? haha..

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?

erm..........??

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?

hahaha..tell her to dont be so crazy. lol

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?

dont be so crazy. lol.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?

nah. dont think so.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?

-shrugs- coz she's too crazy? HAHA

10.The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?

stay overnights for club events

11.Your overall impression of him/her is?

nice..but CRAZY

12.How you think people around you will feel about you?

i have no idea. haha..

13.The character you love of yourself are?

being lame? haha

14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?

slacker sometimes? but its a good thing right? (:

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?

myself. (:

16.Pass this quiz to 10 persons.

1. Alastair

2. Eldric

3. Kelvin

4. Dionna

5. Yan Mei

6. Elizabeth

7. Germaine

8. Jolyn

9. Mel

10. Yuping

17.Who is no.6 having relationship with?

her boyfriend? haha

18.Is no.9 a male or female?

female

19.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?

NO! haha..

20.How about no.8 and 5?

NO!

21.What is no.2 studying about?

he is not studying now. he's in police

22.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?

yesterday.

23.What kind of music band does no.8 like?

?? mixed? haha

24.Does no.1 has any siblings?

2 younger sisters.

25.Will you woo no.3?

i'm straight..

26.Is no.4 single?

yes.

27.What's the surname of no.5?

mis chua

28.What's the hobby of no.4?

walking her dog? haha

29.Do no.5 and 9 get along well?

they dont know each other

30.Where is no.2 studying at?

i already said he's not studying

31.Talk something casually about no.1?

he is my best friend

32.Have you try developing feelings for no.8?

hahaha..long ago.

33.Where does no.9 live at?

telok kurau

34.What color does no.4 like?

pink? green?

35.Are no.5 and 1 best friends?

no.

36.Does no.7 likes no.2?

their cousins la! lol

37.How do you get to know no.2?

sec school

38.Does no.1 have any pets?

not tt i know of

39.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?

HAHAHA..i have no comments. but she's not bad. haha..

the crazy thing abt this is tt if someone tag u. u gotta copy and paste it urself. gosh.

2007-08-22T00:01:00.000+08:00

suddenly felt like blogging. haha..finally going to have the last paper tmr. cecon. really hope it will be an easy paper.and not like the past yr qns. if there is a slanted edge. omg. wish me luck. haha..lets see. whats coming up. club chalet. welfare event. 27th to 29th aug. clashes with my dad's bday on the 27th. maybe i'll be going late for the chalet. we shall see. oh oh. then feli's bday celebration this sat. shld be going yup. gonna be real busy with ltc stuff alrd after this week man. owells. hmmm. i gotta thnk of what gems im going to take nxt sem man. haha..shld be taking with kelvin yup.

2007-08-17T10:05:00.000+08:00

okok. i shall blog today. haha..going to have the paper for concrete design later. lets hope it isnt a killer. or else..like what someone said last night. nxt time the building she work in collaspe. LOL. meeting marvin earlier to study a little then practise a little on geopak before the paper at 2. lets see..what has happened this week. monday went to school to study with kelvin, malcolm, julia an shiying at the library. suppose to meet at 11. i reached at 12. haha..nevermind. at least i studied. then after tt went to club coz shiying had to collect the money for chalet. btw. the proposal hasnt been approved la. gosh. owells. then played badminton with kel for awhile then went home study again. tues. i think i stayed at home and study. haha..if im not wrong. then wed had hydraulics paper. after tt went to find mr soh then he brief me on the track and field meet thing. i captain for BE! haha..first. gotta find runners. then carefully select them for the event. haha..hope i will have time for it. then went to find edmund, gian long, jerry and edwin then went home together. then yest. haha..went to study with kel, yuping and wenjing. was a little late. coz i came from school. went to practise a little of geopak with the others yup. then met them at bugis at 3. but i reached 310. not tt bad la i think. haha..then went to national library after eating at macs. couldnt find a place to study la. then we started to panic. coz kel, wenjing and i got paper today. unlike someone else whose nxt paper was on thurs. =P in the end we found a place. but had to be split up first. then after awhile sat together to study. studied till around 7 then we went to one of the coffee shop to have dinner. the same place where i went for dinner last yr after the fireworks exhibition which i went with my track friends. its been a really long time since i have talked to them. guess its because i never go training already. haha..after today. im left with 1 more paper. cecon. which is on wed. haha..tues got revision class. maybe wanna see who is free on monday then can study. we shall see till then. alright. meeting marvin later at dover at 1130. gotta go! (:

2007-07-25T22:33:00.000+08:00

yes yes. i know it has been a long time since i last blogged. but no one complained to me..so its ok. (: anyways. shall blog since im here. although this might be super late..MAINE'S BACK!! but she's leaving on the 1st. back to studies for her yup. anyway. we gathered at her place for a BBQ yup. and u know what..ALL OF US WERE THERE!! alright. guess it me that is missing most of the time coz of club and stuff. owells. basically chilled out and chatted with all once again yup. miss the times man. we're most probably going out this sat so yea. might be gonna catch simpsons so yea. not sure. i wanna watch alone, disturbia and another show..forgot the name. haha..

term tests and exams are coming up soon..in 2 weeks time. and i havent even started studying yet. im so dead. owells. oh yes. im gonna post up the poly 50 pics as well. (:

2007-06-24T22:43:00.001+08:00

alright. going back to school tmr. end of the 2 week break. gonna know the term test results this week. hope i dont do too badly. haha. went out with kel, dion and yanmei on thurs. long time since the 4 of us went out. kel calls us thw typhoon 4. haha. cool..haha..went to swensons @ marina for dinner yup. after tt..walked ard..went to esplanade..when suddenly dion bought chocolate banana's for us. the 3 of us were just shocked and were staring at each other. haha..tt moment was super funny. then took pictures before we left at ard 11. the nxt day. felt super sick. was supposed to meet alas, eli and the others fo dinner. but didnt go in the end. really sorry guys. so went to the doc.doc said i had gotten fever, cough and flu. gosh. owells. feeling better now alrd so yea. (:

2007-06-14T11:03:00.000+08:00

ok..shall blog since there is so many ppl complaining tt my blog is dead. haha. had agm last friday. gosh. was super super nervous when i was giving the speech abt what welfare is going to do this yr. haha..cant stop shaking la. gosh. but overall it went quite alright so yea. then after tt had LT catching. haha..the tradition tt is done every yr after agm. haha..yr 1s..u will know where the mc hid nxt yr. haha..(: then this week..had welfare and connection meeting on monday. after tt rushed to mel's 18th birthday at safra changi..the same place where her 16th birthday was held. haha..so yea..the usual stuff were present..games with the dares and stuff..haha..drinks..partying by blasting the music. haha..think i kinda spoiled the mood a little..by keep fanning myself with my hands..haha..coz it was super hot so yea. haha..then stayed over tt night yup. they were singing chinese songs and stuff..then alas, pauu, edwin, pauu's friend and i were spending the night together. haha..then morning came..went back home..slept for awhile..then went off to marina square for the mc outing..supposed to go sentosa..but didnt in the end. haha..ate at seoul garden..the usual crapping and laughing..haha. then went to a stairs and took lots of pictures. then went to play pool and arcade for awhile before going home with yiwen, yin zi, jun wei and yu jiang. then walked with yin zi to the interchange yup. then yest..had the informal outing at east coast. although not everyone from each comm came. i think it still went well. although im a little disappointed. owells. i learnt how to blade. haha..i think im not bad leh. LOL. haha..but seriously..i think its not bad for a first timer. haha..then dinner went to parkway yup. then went to play pool at the old cinema yup. long time since i went there to play pool alrd man. haha..played till 10..then left with weien and jing quan coz the others left early yup. overall..i had a not bad week i guess. (: staying home to do some work today..then tmr going back to school for 3 meetings. gosh. till then. laters! oh yes. i wanna thank those who came down for the outing yest. THANK YOU!! (:

AGM 0708.

Mel's 18th. (:

MC outing.

2007-05-27T19:53:00.000+08:00

had a really great time the last 2 days. on friday night went to eli's school for the fashion show thing yup. been a really long time since we last met up yup. alas, eli, mel and pauu..so after the fashion show at tpjc, we cabbed downto chomp chompfor supper yup. along the way there it was damn funny la. haha..then reached chomp chomp, the table beside us was full of hum sup guys la. wth la. nvm. then after tt eli's dad fetched us to their place. then chatted for awhile before going home yup. really missed the times we all had last time yup. (:

then yest..went to sentosa with most of the yr 2 club ppl yup. supposed to meet at 10 at harbourfront mrt..then in the end we only left for sentosa at ard 12 plus..waited for ppl to come but in the end they we only coming at ard 1 plus..so yea. then during tt time, i bought the wallet i wanted from topman yup. (: once reached siloso, 4 of us guys used sun tan lotion yup. ahaha..now..it seems like im the only one whose tan is the most obvious la. gosh. nvm. then we played vball and frisbee for awhile before going off to chinatown for k ster yup. had a nice time there with the others singing yup. (:

today..but a new pair of rip curl slippers. (:

tmr..back to school :( 1st welfare meeting tmr..not sure what to say. hahaha..=X

2007-05-24T21:43:00.000+08:00

i'll miss the 2 of u.

2007-05-03T22:37:00.000+08:00

okies..i got into the mc yup. welfare head. my asst is joycelyn. haha..same as fo camp yup. when i went to club today..everyone was comparing jasmine and zhe han to me and joy..i only have 1 thing to say..it wont happen yup. and we will do our best. but first..gotta choose the sub com properly so ya..haha. owells. havent been feeling well the last few weeks..gonna see the doctor tmr. so im not going for lessons so ya. kinda lazy to blog alrd. cya.

2007-04-19T18:27:00.000+08:00

Secondhand Serenade - Awake

With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,

I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.

You're an angel disguised.

And you're lying real still,

But your heart beat is fast just like mine.

And the movie's long over,

That's three that have passed, one more's fine.

Will you stay awake for me?

I don't wanna miss anything

I will share the air I breathe,

I'll give you my heart on a string,

I just don't wanna miss anything.

I'm trying real hard not to shake. I'm biting my tongue,

But I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,

I feel like I've won. You're my key to survival.

And if it's a hero you want,

I can save you. Just stay here.

Your whispers are priceless.

Your breathe, it is dear. So please stay near.

Will you stay awake for me?

I don't wanna miss anything

I will share the air I breathe,

I'll give you my heart on a string,

I just don't wanna miss anything.

Say my name. I just want to hear you.

Say my name. So I know it's true.

You're changing me. You're changing me.

You showed me how to live.

So just say. So just say,

That you'll stay awake for me.

I don't wanna miss anything.

I will share the air I breathe,

I'll give you my heart on a string,

I just don't wanna miss anything.

2007-04-13T13:16:00.000+08:00

ok. has been a long time since i last blogged yup. haha.during this 1 month had enrolment..then had fo camp yup. i was GL. then was paired with joycelyn yup. we got the group ASSAMITES! haha..had a fun camp with them. all my sons and daughters yup. haha..then there was the steamboat gathering also yup. which was on wed yup. had a really great time with them again. (: will upload the pics yup. then yest. went out with kel and his 2 daughters to watch number 23. not a really nice show though. owells. after tt met up with yanmei and her friend seowhui to et kel's present yup. haha..hope he will like it. HAHAHA..(: oh yes. its kelvin's bday today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!!

going to meet him later yup. celebrate his bday. haha..then meetin the gang tonight for drinks yup.

fo weekend activity tmr!! im GL again. haha. paired with xinni yup. till then.

2007-03-15T15:45:00.000+08:00

finally didnt have to go back to school the last 2 days. yest and today yup. coz the enrolment props are almost done. finally. going back to school for fo trng tmr. think its going to be the selection of GL's for fo camp so ya. i wanna be GL!!! hahaha. if i do become GL..i wonder who will be my partner. haha..hmmm..

2007-03-12T00:31:00.000+08:00

ok. went to the it sale at suntec today with weien, wilson and daphne yup. nth much. kinda wasted time going there so ya. then had nth to do at all. wanted to go bowling..but no lanes so ya. then walked back to city hall. where weien met his church friends. then the rest of us went to central at clarke quay yup. then went to starbucks to have a drink. then went to have dinner at the food court there. then wet walking around clarke quay yup. then walked along the whole of singapore river. then in the end walked back to esplanade. along the way. talking. then coming up with the different chapters of my life yes? haha..then stayed at the outside performance area for awhile before going up to the rook terrace to talk yup. memories just started coming back in flash. then we just talked untilard 1030 then left to come home yup. anyways. had a nice time with the 2 of u yup. haha..thanks for hearing me talk my crap and stuff yup. (:

it will be a better day tmr.

2007-03-03T14:20:00.000+08:00

hmm..just started trying out livejournal yup. http://wadeverlahzz.livejournal.com . dunno if i shld change to tt. seems quite alright to use. haha..

2007-02-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

dnd was alright. had mixed emotions yup. but owells. overall quite alright. well done oc for cscc day! pics will be up soon. t shirt design is finally decided alrd. hahaha..front design is using jason's design..while the back is using mine yup. then today went sentosa with kel, weien, edmund, wilson, kuo qiang, huisi and daphne yup. it was damn sian la..started raining after awhile..then went to play cards i the shelter. played with this group of girls from tp also. then had forfeits and stuff. its just so wasted la. but hey. the chance is back! hahaha. kel and weien u know what i mean. ahahah. then after while went back to the beach. went into the sea. and not long after. rained again. this time. we just decided to bathe and leave. then went to vivo and walk walk until ard 530 then went home. yupyup. will be busy doing enrolment stuff from now on alrd. got fo training also yup. so will be kinda busy yup.

2007-02-22T21:49:00.000+08:00

had been a addict this few days..watch this korean serial yup. sassy girl chun xiang..very touching story..actually kinda cried a few times..=X its abt this 2 ppl. a guy and a girl. something happened and they are suppose to get married. they do not like each other at first. but as time passed. they started liking each other. but along the way. other ppl distracted them from each other. which led to an incident where the other guy who liked chun xiang didnt want to let go of her. which then led to him trying to anything to meng long. aiya. i suck at explaining the whole story la..in the end meng long and chun xiang got married again la. haha..

didnt feel well yest. stomachache the whole day. headache as well. then at night vomitted before i slpt. had fever after tt. now feeling better alrd. but still having headache almost the whole of today yup. sigh. feel like crap la.

i dunno why. the last few days i've been thinking alot of the past. why cant i get it into my head thats its over and its time to move on?

2007-02-09T00:11:00.000+08:00

ok.this might be quite late but nvm..last sat had a farewell party for maine at my place. coz she's leaving for aust to study on monday. booked the function room in the clubhouse yup. met up with the entire gang again after such a long time. alas, eld, maine, jo, eli and mel yupyup. maine and jo's castz5 and the guys also came yup. so there were abt 15+ ppl yup. had ony us at the start. was waiting for maine to come..then got too hungry aftr some time. so we started to have our dinner..played some games. again. haha..whch had dares to done. haha..shall not elaborate on it. haha..gosh. then their friends came after some time with an ice cream cake from b&j. haha..not bad yup. nicee. (: then contd with the games and stuff until ard 11..then packed up then headed up to my house. talked and chilled at the living room until my mum and sis came home ard 1. think 1 of them..ming min i think..said my mum so cool. got go clubbing or whatsoever. haha..lol.then after tt went up to my room to cntd talking. by tt time..there were only abt half of the ppl left yup. talked to eldric along the corridor and in the courtyard. haha..while maine and jo and the others talked in my room. then they stayed until ard 245 almost 3am..then they left yup. so cleared up and everything after tt..will post the pics up after jo finishes sending me. gosh. i really miss times like this..where we all used to spent some fun times together as a whole. how time has passed so fast. knew alas since pri school..eldric since sec 2..maine and jo since sec 2 also..then eli and mel in sec 4 yup. now its like..eldric is in police..maine going aust to study..soon alas and i are going to ns also. next thing we know..we're all working alrd..haha..gosh.

close friends really mean that much. (:

2007-01-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

in 40 mins time..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIONNA!! (:

~~imissthetimeswespenttogether.imissyou~~

2007-01-28T22:54:00.000+08:00

Photo - Ryan Cabrera

A photo can say a thousand things
But it can't say the million things I wanna say
A photo can capture the way we were
But it can't capture the way we are
'Cause you're far away
What it's like to know you
What it's like to touch you

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

Timing lost minutes and moments
And I might be lonely girl
But I'm not afraid
In a second
It all comes right back to me
Nothing's forgotten now
Yeah everything's saved
What it's like to touch you
What it's like to know you

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

You were my life
you were my faith
You gave me hope every day

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

2007-01-27T16:00:00.000+08:00

Ryan Cabrera - With you gone

Looking back if we had one more night to spend

I would steal every second I would never let it end

Like the taste of your lips what I'd give to drink you in

I will always remember and I know that it goes with me

I will never leave this part of you behind

With you gone it plays on it's so hard to move on

I want to but I wanted you

Now you stay in my head

I'm not over you yet

I try to but I wanted you

What I miss overall is a smile I can't replace

'Cause it starts in your eyes and

It filled up all the space in my heart

I know I will always remember and

I know that it goes with me

I will never leave this part of you behind

With you gone it plays on it's so hard to move on

I want to but I wanted you

Now you stay in my head

I'm not over you yet

I try to but I wanted you

Make no mistake I'm here in this place

And I'm waiting around for you

And I can't help it Im still searching

For some way to get through

I will always remember

With you gone it plays on it's so hard to move on

I want to but I wanted you

Now you stay in my head

I'm not over you yet

I try to but I wanted you

I wanted you

I will always remember

2007-01-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

Jesse McCartney - Just so you know

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

[Chorus]

2007-01-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

mygosh. long long long long long time since i blogged. guess its beause i didnt have the mood and time to blog so yea. Flaunt it is over! like finally. hah..can finally relax and study for the coming exams. to think of it..my first yr i poly is going to end. haha..been quite an alright yr yup. known alot of new friends yup. (: shall update abt flaunt it! i was bag storge ic for the event yup. the night before..was practically plannin the bag storage system la..haha..luckily got ziqing to hlp me yup. thanx ah gong! (: plan until so late. ard 530 yup. coz helped dionna and angela with the site decor..though i didnt do much. hehe. anyway..we only kept like 120+ bags. mygod. my helpers all damn funny la..haha..laying majong and dota in the rooms yup. haha..anyway. i wanna thank you all for helping out. its nice to get to know u all yup. guess we made the 1600 tags for nothing yea? but who knew what was going to happen? haha..anyway..wanna thank u all again. then the nxt day..had youth telematch..combined with comm service comm yup. kinda slack la..as asst logist. was playin games in club la..haha..damn funny. benjy from spsu said tt after organising a big events..smal events are damn slack. aha..quite true yup.

things between us are so different from what we did together tt time..talking a lot less as well. but i guess ur happier this way yea? just make sure u are happy alright? when u are happy.im happy.

u will always be in my heart girl.

2006-12-29T13:41:00.000+08:00

Ryan Caprera - She's

She looks into my eyes and i'm alive again

And when she says goodbye, I just die again

That's when my restlessness begins

Please don't let it win

I'm so tired again

But underneath the haze

One thing still remains the same

She's the only love I've known

And now she's gone away

She's the light that brought me to the edge

Will i ever love again?

She walked into my life and my world was still

She reached into my soul and all my doubts were killed

That's when my loneliness subsided

She gave me the will,

I could fight it

But nothing can erase the one thing that remains the same

[Chorus]

She's the only love I've known

And now she's gone away

She's the light that brought me to the edge

Will i ever love again?

So just tell me what i should do

I left everything for you

And i can't hardly breathe'

Cause i know i lost you from my world

From my...

[Chorus]

She's the only love I've known

And now she's gone away

She's the light that brought me to the edge

Will i ever love again?

She's the only love I've known

And now she's gone away

She's the light that brought me to the edge

Will i ever love again??

2006-12-29T13:08:00.000+08:00

why did things have to end up this way? sigh. if by doing this lets u get over him. ok..i only want u to be happy yup. although things have come until this stage..guess this is the only best way out for us yea? i feel so bad that i appeared in ur life at the wrong time. im so sorry girl.

2006-12-18T16:03:00.000+08:00

happy!! =) on sat the 4 of us finally went out together..haha..dionna, yan mei, kelvin and i..went walking down the whole of town yup. haha..had dinner at fish and co at wheelock..then walked down from there..all the way until cathay. we took alot of pics along the way la..haha..it was fun. =) im alrd missing the fun we had from that nite.

clique.

=)

me and kel.

2006-12-14T10:43:00.000+08:00

INFUSION CAMP WAS FUN!!! liked the uniform party yup. haha..took lots of pictures..long time since i last wore my acs br uniform la..haha..=) the games in the camp were slightly different yup. unlike from the previous camps and stuff yup. well done PR com! the disco nite was quite alrite..but the start was damn stupid la..hahaha..everyone just moved to the side..haha..lol. maybe havent get the feelin at tt time yet so ya..haha..but at the end of it..it was quite nice la yup. was kinda happy at the end of tt nite yup. =)

yay! after tmr iss the hols alrd!! but tt means im gonna be damn busy..alot of meetings and everything. =( i wanna go out!!! owells. shall find time to do so yup.

friends in cs in uniform..=)

the 4 of us..me, kel, yanmei and dionna

dionna and me..=)

me, gaston and kelvin..

2006-12-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

havent blogged in awhile..haha..kinda busy and stuff..jam and hop 2007..in the events team yup. its a combined event with spsu yup. then at the same time oso got the welfare event..no-more poly..logist ic..and now..got fo camp oso..in the enrolment team yup. mygosh. dunno whether got time to study for the exams which is in abt 1 month time? owells. im happy today! =) my fam kinda went on a shopping spree! hahaha..it started with the t shirt i bought from adidas..its red, with my fave number and player's name on it..gerrard..and a small liverpool logo at the bottom. =) then went to expo..coz dad wanted to go to sintex yup. then bought an olympus camera yup. forgot the model..to think tt we almost bought it at suntec just b4 tt..but there were more free gifts oso and ya..last set oso..haha..dad oso bought a thumbdrive..then went to the john little warehouse sale..and bought more stuff..ahaha..mygosh. haha..dunno if i still can get my num slippers tt i want coz dad kinda said tt since i alrd bought the t shirt then dont buy the slippers yup. we shall see..mygosh. i got wtg for oc this thurs..dunno wad im goin to write la..the topic im doin is on how to plan for a 1 day games day event. shall ask club ppl for help la..hehe..shall go slp alrd..lesson start at 8 tmr. laters then..

2006-11-22T23:31:00.000+08:00

love can never be a game i can win.

2006-11-22T19:47:00.000+08:00

i had a bad day. nvm.

2006-11-10T18:11:00.000+08:00

Michael Buble - Quando, Quando, Quando (feat. Nelly Furtado)

Tell me when will you be mine

Tell me quando quando quando

We can share a love divine

Please don't make me wait again

When will you say yes to me

Tell me quando quando quando

You mean happiness to me

Oh my love please tell me when

Every moments a day

Every day seems a lifetime

Let me show you the way

To a joy beyond compare

I can't wait a moment more

Tell me quando quando quando

Say its me that you adore

And then darling tell me when

Every moments a day

Every day seems a lifetime

Let me show you the way

To a joy beyond compare

I can't wait a moment more

Tell me quando quando quando

Say its me that you adore

And then darling tell me when

Whoa lover tell me when

Oh darling tell me when

Oh come on tell me when

Yea tell me when

2006-11-10T16:11:00.000+08:00

ok..i finally changed my blogskin yup. haha..im happy with it..=) haha..okok..back to e learning..=(

2006-11-09T00:26:00.000+08:00

okies..back to blog after so long..yest had welfare meetin for monopoly..the event is now called..no-mo-poly! haha..lol. im logist ic..mygosh..hope i dont die. haha..after meetin..played bbal for awhile coz waited for jasmine to finish her lesson..then went down to east coast for our welfare outing!! yanmei and xinni learnt how to blade yup. kel, dionna, weien, yiwen were teachin them yup. haha..damn funny la..xinni, dionna and kel..xinni fell, then dionna fell..then kelvin fell..haha..completely no sound at all..hahaha..funny..then the other of us went to cycle..yupyup. then i think the pic where 5 of us, kel, weien, me, dionna and yanmei jumped in the air..kinda fun la..haha..then had dinner at macs..then everyone left alrd yup. then after tt went home and slp yup.

2006-10-29T22:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANMEI!! =)

celebrated her birthday on fri at changin appetites at marina yup. b4 tt..dionna and i were busy makin her bday card..haha..its niceeee..=) i pasted all the things lor..hahaha..yupyup. anyway..so we went to eat at ca yup. they were celebratin halloween..then all the staff were wearin costumes..haha..but their attitude kinda sucked la. owells. the string ray thingy i ordered tasted like fish and chips in a way la..haha..so..the 2nd visit still didnt change the 1st impression i had of tt place since the first time i went there..food not very nice. haha..yup. then we all took pics and stuff after tt yup. wanted to send her home..but didnt in the end. =( then somehow changed my mind at the mrt station..but didnt make it in the end. =( in the end went home myself takin bus yup. but i guess it wasnt tt bad after all..=)

the last few days i've been feelin kinda happy yup. the way we're goin and stuff..wish for all these to remain as it is for now..=)

2006-10-24T00:52:00.000+08:00

it was a misunderstanding in the end..really sry ya..guess i was too mean in tt entry as well..really really sry..

we shall see how things go for us in the future. =)

2006-10-22T14:56:00.000+08:00

i was thinkin..its not mainly ur fault la yup. kinda my fault too. owells.

nvm la..im not thinkin much alrd so ya..gotta move on with life yea? we shall see how things go in the future..

i got my new specs alrd!! damn happy..=)

2006-10-21T13:51:00.000+08:00

haha..last nite went to chomp chomp to eat with dionna, wp, alvin, wilson, dave, kel, baiyu, yuyu, youwei and julian..it was damn funny la..right from the start we were all fooling ard and jkin alrd..damn funny la. like wad alvin said..laughed until can the 6 packs come out alrd..hahaha..we started eatin at ard 7 plus..stopped eatin at ard 9 plus..then went to macs to eat ice cream..wp treat..then over there..joked even more..haha..damn funny la..dave, alvin and julian all wore the same shirt..this yrs ltc camp shirt..haha..damn gay la..haha..the sugar cane cup we drank from..ITS DAMN BIG!! haha..yupyup. left at ard 1030 with dionna to go back to her house to get alas's guitar tt he lent me..haha..thanx ya for helpin me keep at ur place yea? =)

im gettin my new specs later!! haha..damn happy..black and white frame yup. haha..=) happy happy happy..

2006-10-18T19:01:00.000+08:00

things are back to normal alrd..=)

2006-10-16T22:55:00.000+08:00

sigh. i really really hope after these few days..

things would turn out right. for u and for me..

all i ever wanted..

was someone who shows me care and concern..

i thought i found it in u..

but u cant seem to let go of the past..

and theres nothing i can do..

sigh.

i really hope things would get better after this few days.

~~tears in my eyes..sigh.~~

2006-10-11T15:09:00.000+08:00

hmmm..i just felt like puttin these pics here..owells.

i had a really great nite with u..

really enjoyed myself.

2006-10-09T22:11:00.000+08:00

sigh. its a chat i never wanted.

wad if 1 day i tell u that i dun wanna be frens anymore?

wad makes u think tt i would never fall for u?

when i alrd did?

2006-10-08T23:18:00.000+08:00

wads with the sudden big reaction? sighs. shall not talk tmr then.

2006-10-02T09:49:00.000+08:00

i wanna thank all those who came down for the beach vball event on sat yup.

really appreciate all those who came down. really sry abt the shifting from place to place yup. i mean..i dun think its my fault tt we had 2 shift from place to place..but maybe i could have planned for a backup b4 the rain came..owells. but i still hope those who came down..enjoyed urself so ya..really wanna thank u all yup. =)

~~now as time passes..i really hope tt we can be more than frens..we shall see how things go today..=)~~

2006-09-25T23:06:00.000+08:00

this sat..my beach vball event..really hope it will run smoothly yup. nth will go wrong on tt day..PLS!!!

so many things goin thru my mind now..sigh. wad shld i do??

im stuck

2006-09-22T11:38:00.000+08:00

been awhile since i last updated..ahaha..was in chalet the last few days..club chalet yup. haha..then was in the oc so had to be there..we bought the bbq and logis stuff on the 18th yup. 1 day b4 the chalet..then marinated the food stuff at my house..the damn funny thing was..we pushed the 2 trolleys from bedok giant..into my house. hahaha..damn funny la..then yan mei, xinni, kel and pl stayed over..oh yes. then there are new names for almost everyone who went for the chalet..all thanx to me..haha..xinni is ni ni..kelvin is kel kel..yanmei is mei mei..yin zi is zi zi..yiwen is wen wen..dionna is na na..jun wei is wei wei..weien is en en..felicia is fe fe li li cia cia..huisi is si si..huisan is san san..damn alot la..got somemore la..i think..haha..nvm. then the bbq for the 2 nites..most of the time i was cooking the food la..lol. but it was quite fun cookin it oso..haha..first nite we bbqed till quite late..then i think ard 3 plus we went to macs to eat..then when we came back..found out tt all the seniors were slpin in our room..we got kinda pissed la..then went to the beach instead..haha..then when we came back..we finally got to slp ard 7am..but i only slpt for 2 hours la..coz san san at ard 9 came into our room and started blowing bubbles..then somehow i woke up. haha..owells. then helped ni ni..who oso slpt for abt 2 hours and ziqing clean up the stuff yup. then for the 2nd day..most of the time we spent..was slping. hahaha..lol. then bbq at nite again..eat..i cooked again..most of the time..then at abt 12 onwards e started to play alrd..some playin majong..some of us went cycling..haha..it was fun la..haha..then got to have some good slp at ard 3 plus 4 i think..then slpt till 10 plus..woke up..cleaned up then checked out. then had brunch..then came home..washed up..then went out again..went to kster at chinatown with the same ppl..those who didnt go home actually carried their bags to school to bring back the logis stuff..while those who stayed in bedok went home then went out again..haha..it was my first time goin for karaok la..lol.then i sing damn monotone la..sian. owells. but it was damn fun oso la..hahaha..sang from abt 4 to 9 yup. then went to smith street to eat..then came home..haha..then now..the nxt few days gotta find time to acc eldric man..he's back!!! haha..

had a damn great time the last few days with u guys..really enjoyed myself..=)

WELFARE ROCKS!!

2006-09-10T23:36:00.000+08:00

as much as i try not to think of it..u still keep running thru my mind..guess i cant just leave things just like this..i really wish tt u will still be mine one day..

~~when i saw the tag..i really wished tt it was u who typed it. guess it was just my wishful thinking. sigh.~~

2006-09-08T00:29:00.000+08:00

okies. had chalet and vball meetin and ice camp briefing today yup. chalet meetin first then had a break then went for ice camp briefing which was damn sian..then went back to contd meetin for vball..haha..then went to jurong point to watch monster house with yanmei, xinni, kel, poh long and wilson yup. not bad la the movie..but its kinda scary for a kiddy movie la..hahaha..owells. kinda sian la..dunno wad else 2 blog bout..haha..shall go slp alrd la..yupyup.

everythin is so distant now btwn us..sigh. owells. guess its just not meant to be..

frens we shall be then.

2006-09-03T11:48:00.000+08:00

celebrated my bday yest with my track frens..huida, youboon, zhong yan, allison, meifang and yiying yup. THANX U GUYS. =) met them at marina after their trng..hehe..slacked at home..haha..then went to eat at cavana then slacked ard..playin pool and arcade for awhile b4 meifang and yiying came..watched barnyard..damn funny la the show..cute oso. haha..the father coz was called ben..then tt huida keep desiaoin me la. wth. haha..then we walked ard..then went to esplanade to blow my cake..hehe. took super long to light up the candles la..haha..super windy..then yiying sang a bday song with everyone elses hands were coverin the candle..tryin to keep it lighted..damn funny la..hahaha..then even best la..we used spoons to eat the cake..lol. scoop the cake like tt and eat. hahaha..took spoons from 7-11 i think. hahaha..damn funny..then after tt we walked to suntec for ben and jerry's..hahaha..then huida wanted to take his neoprints..but cldnt find the machine so ya..didnt take. haha..then met my mum and sis for dinner..dad went for some dinner at ritz carlton yup. we ate at dionna's workplace..surf and turf..haha..her uniform damn funny la..hehe..she work there like damn slack la..coz can just walk out like tt and stuff..coz after eatin finish..she suddenly called and told me tt yanmei was outside..haha..then went out..saw her, feli and yuhong..haha..damn unexpected la..then ym face was like..wah..wth u doin here? hahaha..damn funny..then talked awhile and stuff b4 goin back in and dionna back to work..hahaha..then walked ard abit more after we left dionna's workplace..then saw the new liverpool jersey at adidas..$109..but its damn nice la..i wanna buy it la..but its damn ex..owells. haha..nxt time see whether got any discount or anythin la..haha..overall i had a really great time yest..thanx to the track frens who celebrated it for me yup. and now..a big thank you for those who wished me yup. jo, maine, eli, gerri, wayne, othniel, alas, eld, nicholas, vicky, steven, nicodemus, weiping gugu, xueli, shuting, feli, yanmei, dionna, huisan, kelvin, weien, edmund and other CSCC frens, ade, shak, gian long, xiang jun, joanna, kerri, huida, youboon, zhong yan, allison, amanda, meifang, yiying and other track frens..sry if i missed out on anyone yup. a big thank you to all who rmbed my bday once again..u all made this 18th bday of mine special..=)

2006-09-02T00:48:00.000+08:00

hmmm..its my bday today..but somehow..it seems like a normal day..sigh. owells.

2006-09-01T14:49:00.000+08:00

hmmm..came back from ltc yest yup. kinda fun the camp yup. i was in champions..with gaston and the 2 peishan's..lol. cai and liew yup. hahaha..learnt kinda alot abt leadership and stuff this time compared to ltc camps last time in bb..hahaha..lol. the stupid forfeit. haha..run ard fc 5..with underwear outside. haha..owells. then the bidding game damn crap. we kinda lost in the end..haha..but still had food in the end to eat la..ahaha..games we played were not bad..kinda fun..haha..the performance we did was i think the finale for it..haha..everyone now like damn obsessed with the song we did..combined with weien's group for this..the theme was mtv video yup. so we did 2 songs..first was busted's what i go to school for..but it was played only halfway yup. then the other song was mcfly's all about you..haha..gaston danced with cai peishan, weien with xinni, jenga with si hui and me with huisi..asked her to help coz we were short of 1 girl as the other peishan left early yup. haha..the dance we did was NICEEE..hehe..then break camp and ate at kfc in school..then came home after tt..then last week in trng durin the 200m time trial tt was on the 24th, i did my pb..hahaha..25.37s yup. haha..not bad la..cut abt 1s since the last time i ran it..ahaha..later goin to sentosa with alas for the party..1st time i goin for a party..haha..krunkmarket or smt its called yup. haha..

ITS MY BDAY TMR!!!! hehehe..

2006-08-27T21:24:00.000+08:00

had bday celebration at my house today..feli, huisan, xinni and me yup. =) feli bday tmr, huisan's 31st, mine 2nd and xinni's 8th yup. weiping gugu, youwei, yanmei, huisan, feli, xinni, huisi, zhong jie, weien, wilson and ramesh came over yup. haha..gugu came damn early la..then helped me to arrange the room and then we stoned until dunno wad time then zj came and soon the others came. haha..then ate, played in the ballroom and slacked. thanx alot for the prez yup. =) like it alot yup. even bigger thanx for throwing me into the pool yea? hahaha..owells. had a nice time la..really enjoyed myself today. =)

2006-08-20T11:15:00.000+08:00

~~sigh..everything seems so drifted now..~~

~~how i wish for things to go back the way it was..~~

~~why do i keep having the feeling tt im being avoided? sigh~~

2006-08-17T09:32:00.000+08:00

sigh..feel so ~~fucked~~ up abt so many things..

sigh.

2006-08-14T00:42:00.000+08:00

its hurting me to see u like this..

why?

why am i feeling like this. sigh.

and at the same time..im gettin another feeling that is making it worst.

sigh.

i really dunno if i shld contd..coz if i do..things i think are gonna change completely..~~as if things havent changed yet..sigh.~~

even if no one in this world cared for u..

i would.

2006-08-12T12:03:00.000+08:00

went to watch the fireworks last nite..was actually supposed to watch with my class ppl..marv they all..but as i had trng b4 tt..i pulled along quite alot of ppl..to think tt at first i was the only one who was goin..coz i asked coach if i can leave early..haha..then slowly one by one oso say they wanna go..haha..damn funny..did 3 times 30m starts..chee heng is fast..haha..u better tc of tt knee of urs man..yup. after the 3 times..did 120m 100% yup. felt kinda good..haha..was in a better mood than the time trial on tues when i did 12.22s yup. a new pb..haha..we shall see..ever since trng started..my times have been gettin faster each time i run 100m..at first was 12.75..then 12.55 which broke my pb..then 12.3..and my 12.22s..haha..happy la..gettin closer to hitting my target of doin 100m in 11.9s by the end of this yr yup. haha..then as we left early, me, huida, weichong, kc, weijian, allison, samuel, amanda, meifang, yiying and siew ping..the others all doin strengthening..heh..we didnt do..haha..=X then rushed down to city hall yup. got there..super packed la..in the end me, yiying and allison were standin in front of a ice cream stall..haha..then eating ice cream..watchin fireworks..ahaha..but kinda sian la..a stupid tree blocked the view..but still could see a lil la..haha..then after tt we walked to bugis to eat..tt was when leslie joined us yup. haha..ate alrd then reached home at ard 11 plus 12 yup. didnt really find the fireworks tt interesting..sad to say..owells. sigh.

sigh..i think i screwed up for both the papers yest..crs and struct mech..haiz..owells. did the one on the press yup. then sm..i should have studied la..owells. my fault. my one else's to blame..if only i did the crs articles earlier..i would have got enough time to study for sm..owells.

2006-08-09T23:03:00.000+08:00

hmmms..national day today..haha..missed the parade. just when i wanted to watch the fireworks on tv..it finished alrd..owells. sian la..tmr btm test..damn scared la..owells. dunno wad they will ask oso..owells. i dunno what to blog la..i shld be studyin..but im not. y? owells.

i've fallen completely for u..

but i hope me saying this doesn't make things worst..

but only for the better..

2006-07-31T23:19:00.000+08:00

shall blog..since i asked someone to blog..then she said i ask her blog then i nv blog..lol. i dunno wad to blog la..haha..nth much to blog lor..haha..lol. poh fong just told me tt today is chi valentine's day..hahaha..lol. didnt know..haha..then just nice la..i sent someone home today..lol. hahaha..sigh. exams and tests startin nxt week alrd..and i havent started revising a thing yet. owells. gotta start soon man..geomatics prac test tmr!! haha..hope i can read the readings..lol. haha..

2006-07-30T16:17:00.000+08:00

omg la..lady in the water IS NOT NICE!!! mygosh. total waste of money..owells. ade acc me to buy alas's bday prez yest b4 goin to the chalet yup. bought him a t shirt from ip zone..ahaha. then ate at long johns..then watched the movie..then the nice person acc me to pasir ris..haha..we walked up and down this shelter dunno how many times la..hahaha..damn crap..then the nice person again acc me to costa sands..haha..we wanted to find marv..but his phone was not with him so yea..then walked her to the bus stop then she went home. then the "surprise" party "started"..damn few ppl la..haha..all we had for dinner were pizza's yup. there wasnt much to do oso la..the whole nite we were just playin cards..odd or even yup. hahaha..sian lor..then once i lost 3 times straight..haha..then after tt didnt play alrd..haha..then left the chalet this morn at ard 8 yup. then followed wen in the cab yup. then came home to slp..haha..its my sis's bday tmr!! haha..

2006-07-27T22:47:00.000+08:00

okies..had track and field meet yest..got wad i wanted..at least a medal. we got 2nd for the 4 by 1 relay. just lost to SB by 0.1s. owells. good run yea kc..almost caught up with u in the end..haha..for 100m..the timekeepers damn screwed la..shall not talk abt it anymore..owells. new pb anw yup. 12.3s..haha..but overall..quite alrite la..nxt yr..the 4 of us gonna run again..haha..GOLD nxt yr!! =)

then today..damn sian la lessons as usual..after school went to watch pirates with ade, kai and marv..at the new cathay yup. super cold la the theater..owells. hahaha..the movie not too bad la..damn funny la..but the ending was..-.- owells. then had dinner at ps foodcourt then after tt sent ade home yup. all the way until her house. im so nice rite? hehe..=) talked all the way lor..then she v nice oso la..wait with me till the bus came..haha..thanx ya..really sweet of u..ur quite nice after all u dumb lame slacker..LOL. =)

2006-07-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

TEAM SPEEDSTERS!! hahaha..just tot of the name for our relay team yup. haha..4 by 1 relay BE team 1..team speedsters..quite cool la..haha..had trng with the team today yup. we did 48.94s!! hahaha..damn happy la..kinda confident tt we can win a medal yup. haha..owells. 100m..running with gary yup. die la..haha..poh long. u watch out. haha..

come on inter school track and field meet..BRING IT ON!! haha...

with u watchin me from the stands..i will do my best

2006-07-22T00:24:00.000+08:00

hmmm..ok..i can say tt im kinda bein "forced" to blog now by SOMEONE..hahaha..lol. =P damn crap la today..haiz..just ask ade, kai and fard..owells. chilli in the soup..mango juice and egg yolk yup. hahaha..owells. then had trng after tt yup. trng today was fun..hahaha..played captain's ball..losing team had to do 20 push ups, 20 sit ups, 20 backraisers, 20s superman, and others yup. then played catchin oso yup. catchers had to hop on 1 leg to catch the others yup. my team survived for 2 min 33s until everyone got caught yup. then we oso did relay..aha..each person had to run ard the field once yup. my team was champs!! hahaha..ricky won just in the end by beating zhong yan..hahaha..fun la trng today yup. haha..welfare outing tmr to the zoo..ahaha..long time since i last went there yup. haha..hope can have some fun la..hehe..miss the times when i was still a small boy..haha..owells.

2006-07-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

i dunno wad 2 blog bout leh..hahaha..since someone ask me to then i shall la..hahaha..=P

yes..the relay trng yup. me, marv, gian long and amirul..trained for the 1st time on tues yup. the passing didnt go well..kinda screwed sad to say..owells. then today we trained again yup. and we did ALOT better..the run was quite smooth and yup. 49.5s yup. not too bad for the first real run we did yup. haha..damn happy la yup. =)

damn screwed la..exams coming soon la..mygosh..in 3 weeks time..nuggets la..damn fast la. damn scared i fail la..owells.gotta try and start studyin soon man..hope there wld be someone or smt to remind me tt exams are soon and i shld start studyin..haha..duno wad else to blog abt alrd la..ahaha..yupyup.

2006-07-16T20:47:00.000+08:00

back from connection camp yup. it was alrite la. yup. not much comments. kinda tired now. my group was kurtz. only 4 ppl. me huisi, ramesh and guo zheng. er..i like our 2nd cheer. hahaha..in 1 of the game station..the gambling station..huisi and i owned the bankers..MUAHAHA..keep winning money la..hahaha..win money give huisi spend. LOL. hahaha..group performance..we combined with mafias..yanmei, wilson, mark and elsina yup. sang medley of 3 songs..stand by me, 1 of the camp song and this i promise you yup. haha..think only these were the more fun moments in the camp yup. owells. disco nite was alrite la..though it took quite some time before i got the feeling..hahaha..dunno wad else to say alrd..gotta do the beach volleyball proposal now..yupyup.

2006-07-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

ADE!! JUST MY LUCK NICER THAN I'VE GOT YOU!!

hmmm..aiya..both is just as nice la..hahaha..

Just my luck

1, 2...

1, 2, 3, 4!

You and I have got alot in common

We share all the same problems

Luck, love and life aren't on our side

I'm in the wrong place at the wrong time

Always the last one in a long line

Waiting for something to turn out right, right

I'm starting to fall in love

Its getting too much

Not often that I slip up

Its just my luck, yeah, yeah

Rain clouds are gathering in numbers

Just when I put away my jumper

Luck and love still aren't on my side

And I still refuse to be a skeptic

Cause I know how you could still correct this

Maybe this will be my lucky night, night

I'm starting to fall in love

Its getting too much

Its not often that I slip up

Its just my luck

Just my luck

Yeah, its just my luck

Just my luck

Something to turn out right

Just my luck

Waiting for something

Just my luck

Waiting...for something to turn out right, yeah!

I'm starting to fall in love

Its getting too much

Not often that I slip up

Its just my luck

Luck....

I've Got You

The world would be a lonely place

Without the one that puts a smile on your face

So hold me 'til the sun burns out

I won't be lonely when I'm down

'Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger

When the days are rough and an hour seems much longer

I never doubted you at all

The stars collide, will you stand by and watch them fall? (by and watch them fall)

So hold me 'til the sky is clear

And whisper words of love right into my ear

'Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger

When the days are rough and an hour seems much longer

Yeah when I got you

Oh to make me feel better

When the nights are long they'll be easier together

Looking in your eyes

Hoping they won't cry

And even if you do

I'll be in bed so close to you

Hold you through the night

And you'll be unaware

But if you need me I'll be there

Yeah I got you

Oh to make me feel stronger

When the days are rough and an hour seems much longer

Yeah when I got you to make me feel better

When the nights are long they'll be easier together

im starting to fall in love...its just my luck.

2006-07-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

finally bloggin after so long..hahaha..these days..it just seem like i will reach home at ard 9 plus 10 like tt..only 2day was an exception..came home at 7..actually finished school at 1 la..had to prepare for tmr's crs presentation yup..kinda finished at ard 4 plus..then decided to be nice..to help ade, kai, shak and far for their presentation..hahaha..think we only helped abit la..owells. spent most of the time lookin at the atlas book..LOL. map of the world..haha..

had poly 50 yest..damn fun la..but tiring..hahaha..my team got 25th..but we did an extra round. owells. who cares la..shall run for track nxt yr..hehe..

tmr got connection camp..in school for all the sub comm ppl yup. hope it will be fun la..haha..so ppl..dun call or msg me until sunday yup.

2006-06-29T20:52:00.000+08:00

got back the term tests results this week..passed all!! haha..applied sci 36/50, basic maths 63/100, CAD 96/100..topped the class..lol. struct mech 98/100 and geomatics 75/100..haha..oh yea!! poly 50 and track and field meet coming soon!! haha..been trng quite often alrd..haha..shld be most probably running 100m and 4x100 relay with marv, gian long and amirul yup. haha..did our 1st full run today..all 3 passes had mistakes..start too early..haha..owells. 51.3s..we can do better!! haha..hmmm..gotta do my work alrd..shall blog nxt time..hahaha..

2006-06-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

as much as i like you..i dun think we can ever be together..sigh. =(